January 2012
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August 2011
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June 2011
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戦場のメリークリスマス- 坂本龍
December 2010
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November 2010
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October 2010
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September 2010
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July 2010
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こころかきむしってさけべとどくように
なんのためにさけびつずけなんおためにしんでゆく しょせんぼくらちいさなほしのひどくちっぽけなせいめいたい きみのためにきみのためにさけびつずけしんでゆく きみのためにあなたのためにうたう きのふれたあいのうた。
さあいこうせかいのはてまで。 いきることだけにめをあかくしてぼくら
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Standing on two feet.
You know how I did it?
Well, instead of blaming you.
Instead of being stupid, selfish, immature, and being a total dick,
I blamed myself.
I understand why you feel like I didn’t mean those words or doubt my feelings. I don’t give two shits now, though my words were true. But if saying that my words that were only honesty and self expression was a lie and will help you make you feel...
May 2010
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April 2010
2 posts
March 2010
2 posts
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Positive outlook.
I don’t know why people do it.
I don’t know why I do it.
Hiding one’s own emotion for a livelier one. (I.E. Happy but you’re really sad)
It’s like we’ve all become accustomed to it that even when our lives aren’t that bad, when times can be worse, we still feel bad (and taking the privileges we have for granted) and still hiding the true feelings.
Why...
February 2010
3 posts
ながれてくときのなかででもけだるさがほらぐるぐるまわって
しりないわまわりのことなどわたしわわたしそれだけ こんなじぶんにみらいわあるの？ こんなせかいにわたしわいるの？ いませつないの？いまかなしいの？ じぶんのことわからないまま あゆむことさえつかれるだけよヒトならもし変われのならしろになる
January 2010
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...You're gone.
It doesn’t feel like it.
Not one bit.
I see your car out on your driveway. That always tells me “Hey, she’s home!”
Now it’s just a blunt reminder that there will be no trace of you left.
I know that it couldn’t have been stopped, there’s no possible way it could have been.
You were just doing what you thought was right.
That airport would be the...
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You.
I know you may not listen to these words.
Probably wont even see them.
Probably wont ever get to acknowledge that I have ever said them.
As we speak, our time on that something that keeps us together is slowly running out and will eventually be coming to a stop.
I really hope your life will be better out there than it was here.
I really wish to bid goodbye without a tear but I know that will...
Queue?
For some reason…
I always think this little thing always happens.
You guys will totally think I’m silly for even saying this but…
Here it goes.
I think that every time I’m about to run into a turning point in my life, I find a song that’s so memorable and so “in-the-topic-” of the turning point[I.E. mellow, melancholy, etc] that I can’t help but...
December 2009
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Dreams.
I used to believe that a dream/nightmare had a lot of meaning.
I wrote down what I saw, head onto the internet and look up meanings of what it meant.
I stopped a long time ago for several reasons.
One of the things they said about dreams that I wish was true was that “If a friend appears in your dream, they want to see you in real life.”
Pleasant thought isn’t it? It could be...
Wendy on Wednesday.
[Song Analyzation, might be boring. u.u]
Song: I don’t wanna go to sleep
Artist: Wendy on Wednesday.
[Artist’s myspace found here.]
First of all, the reason I did this song analyzation is because I felt nostalgic and dug into my 2005-07 folders and remembered why I totally loved this group, NOT BECAUSE IT IS A WEDNESDAY.
The lyrics are
“I dont wanna sleep at night
Just...
Every beginning.
Has an end. We’re all going to die. So why not enjoy life with this fascinating thing called music? Inspirations, depictions, dramatizations, ballads, stories, short excerpts, and almost any type of words that are formed, written and put into melody. Is it not amazing how various musical genres our predecessors and our successors have and will have? Really. Why do people like Pop? Why do people...