That time of the year again?

C’mon now, I barely had any time to savor my previous leisure time.

I guess it’s time to grow up.

I have to make this one count, because after this one, there’s no turning back.

I really don’t want to keep on growing up.
I don’t want responsibilities.
I don’t want liabilities.
I don’t welcome change. (Especially if I don’t know what’s on the other side of it.)

But it’s life.

I’ll get over it.

I just don’t want to be reminded, year after year, “You’re going to die!”

Eh. I shouldn’t be comfortable with death but that same thought is conflicting with “You’re not alive forever. You can die at this very moment.”

It’s hard to accept both sides but what can I do?

It’s like what G dragon said. “The faster you live, the younger you die.”

Guess I haven’t been living fast enough.

All righty, I have a kbbq restaurant and a karaoke bar with several bottles of soju to attend to later on today.

Two shots of jager, then hitting the hay.

So much on the mind. asjdfhalwihflasnrlagrlngafv.