This year was….okay.

Nothing to abhor, nothing to be livid of. Nothing inspiring, nothing tear jerking. (Ok maybe some.) But nothing really significant. After midway, it was just all about self benefits and selfishness. Finally gave into the wants and needs rather than acting noble.
In other words, it was…okay.

Learned some new things, changed faces about a few opinions, and most importantly, improved myself.
It’s been getting hard to do so, the last thing.
I don’t know why, it’s like problems aren’t attracted to me, but when they are, it’s either something I’ve already learned or something with minimal significance that it’s repudiated instantaneously. It’s been hard trying to better myself with no actual lessons being taught.

It’s like trying to learn how a blind mouse gets through the maze when there’s no maze, but just a start and a finish line.

Pointless.

Regardless, this year, stupid. After changing faces, things got a significantly better, but I can’t live life like this. It’s too reckless, and school grades only slightly suffer, though I should be focusing more on grades and just one girl rather than the opposite. Juggling isn’t easy and so is trying to do so while keeping a sane mental state and an A in class.

I hope next year will be better, but hoping gets you nowhere.

So I know it will be better.

There’s no if and or buts about it.

I’ll make it better even if people are having a better time.

I’ll make myself proud.