VEHEMENCE. It grows and grows. Then again, why shouldn’t it? We keep spending time with each other ever since that break up. But I have to say, you’re the reason why I’ve generally felt better. Out of all the people, YOU are the one that’s to do that. It’s way too ironic. But hey, by personal preference, I’d have no one else do it but you. Is it bad to get these feelings back? Is it bad to get it back with more vehemence than my previous one? Meh. I know you. You know me. I trust you with my decisions. You know what I like and don’t like. We’ve practically lived together and grown up together. But I still question our motives. The mentality of “Everyone deserves a second chance” and “History will repeat itself” is colliding inside my mind. I know that if we hook up now, we’ll be happier than we were before. But it’ll be short lived since you’ll be going to Japan again. Crossroads, crossroads. Shall we take a crack at a 6 month relationship again? I think we’ll stay as best friends. asdlkfbsdjfhalskjd. Too sleepy for this.
